sometimes i hate being a grownup............

i really am not superwoman and it shows..................my patience most days runs thin by the end and reinventing creative ways to get livi to do things gets tiring............... even in the summer i cant seem to keep up with everything, i am just getting my car ready to sell, and today we get a letter in the mail from the health department telling me that i cannot keep my "inoperable" car stored in my driveway on the side of my house. Apparently it is unlawful in norwood. But the thing is my car is not inoperable, it had a leaky tire, all i had to do was fill it with air! Really people! The car is barely noticeable from the street because it sits in the driveway in front of the other two cars so it is pulled all the way up to the side of the house. I wanna know who declared my car inoperable! i'm so confused! The only person i can think that would have complained about my car would be the only one who can see it, our neighbor who has yet to live in the house next to us. The house next to us has been literally crumbling and a mess and vacant for the whole 2 and 1/2 years we have lived here and all of the sudden a work crew has been there everyday gutting and i assume, remodeling. yet their weeds still hang over in my driveway, and their wall to the porch crumbled in my driveway. Did i mention the notice said our grass was too long and that we have a tree in our backyard with a limb that needs to be taken down because it is loose. What in the world!? I am not superwoman! I cant keep up! But it hurts that someone would complain and rub it in my face instead of asking me about my perfectly operable car! There is a leak in my kitchen ceiling that still needs to be fixed, i was just about to hire someone when my dad offered to work on it while we were on vacation. AHHHHHH thank you daddy! Let's hope dad knows what he is doing! I still need to paint the nursery and i am thinking twice about it, just because i dont know if i will be able to find the time. I have baby stuff to go through, i wanted to get the third floor organized instead of just storage. There are piles of stuff mounting up all around the house from my husband. And no one seems to care if there is food on the floor, stains on the carpet, toys everywhere, things broken, except for me! I think i may go insane today! I'm a little off my rocker anyway. I just feel overloaded and i cant imagine what will happen to me when school starts again, I cannot come home to chaos, it may just skyrocket my bloodpressure and then i would really be in trouble. Jimi has been superbusy with alot of commitments so it has just been livi and i most days and i'm in need of some time to just spend with friends or even by myself without working on something or running after my very active two year old. I think i'll be ok, i'm just in need of venting some overwhelming emotions. Maybe its my hormones. ugh! i'm just done and i dont want to think. It's been a long week already and there is still a holiday!

sometimes i really hate being a grownup............will someone please take my responsibilities or at least help ease the burden??!!!