Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Super Blue Today.........

There are those days when the world gets the best of you and life sucks..............then there are those days where nothing is really wrong but it is just a blue day. Today couldnt be more nice, the weather is beautiful, i have a new car, i did not have to deal with alot of craziness today, there wasnt an overabundance of drama like in recent days, but for some reason i'm blue..............and that is the best way i can describe it.............chalk it up to pregnancy and hormones i guess, though i dont like using that as a serious excuse.....................
Its one of those days when i feel like a bad mom, because i'm tired and dont want to play, when i feel like a bad mom because i have not exercised since i dont know when and i eat unhealthy things and i worry about my baby more than i did with olivia....................I have a messy house everyday when i come home and that stresses me out, and i cant wait until summer
ugh................i hate the blues, i would rather be yellow, bright and sunshiny........ :)

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