April 4th

April 4th is an important date. no it is not the beginning of my spring break, but it is the date i am supposed to take my big comp test to finally obtain my graduate degree. It is also the date i was supposed to present my year long project at a share fair conference in lexington. Both start early, both last a majority of the day, hmmmm, cant be at both places at one time. Luckily, my professors for the project have been super flexible and understand that i cannot reschedule my test and i think they are letting me free even though i still must have my action plan and paper ready by that date. well it just so happened that our old computer that housed my info and action plan crashed and apparently nothing on the hard drive could be salvaged or pulled off, so i was left to start again. My own stupid fault for not saving it anywhere else! Anyway, i happened to pull out my study guide they gave me for my comp test, which might i mention, is over the first four classes i took, 3-4 years ago! Needless to say it read like a foreign language to me and i had to go back and research every question so that i can answer it, because apparently it is a writing test, no multiple choice....................ugh! So no guessing, i must know it! So i took a personal day on friday and got a babysitter for livi and studied all day. Saturday i studied some more, and today i wrote a paper, an action plan and lesson plans for the week! I'm officially worn out, i'm done done done! And my spring break is two more weeks away! i'm a little frazzled and stressed but i've begun to get used to feeling that way..............does it ever end?
I think i can ......i think i can.....i think i can.......