surprise!

Well i was played the fool, because not only did my husband know about the surprise party we through him for his bday, but others knew that he knew about the surprise. So needless to say i was played this time. If only someone would have told me he already knew it wouldnt been so tough sneaking around and scheming. OH well.............thanks to all who helped out in the planning, set up and the trying to keep it a secret. I am glad so many got to share in the experience, but i was expecting some more rotten stories and jokes about him. OH well ..................it was a success and i hope everyone had a good time.

What kind of plan is this?

So the economy is bad right............now i get it! I had thought long and hard about going back to school and pursuing a different credential, a Montessori credential. And i was enjoying it and completely excited about the decision and the opportunities that lay ahead. My district was even going to pay for my classes.......sshhhh................it was my light in a dark place..............and what i thought was a perfect opportunity. And then the rug got pulled from under me..............sorry no money and apparently all the businesses that we usually rely on for grants are not giving because of the economy and the district is taking cuts from the state, so all around our financial outlook is not good, therefore we are not going to pursue a new program ................ugh! So now what.................i'm stuck, and have to go back to putting up with the crap that i put up with, with no light in the future..........what to do, what to do................i guess i can celebrate not having to cram in anymore classes and we can work on another baby! But can i deal professionally and continue to do things that i dont agree with and feel are not the best practices for my children?